these lads <3
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these lads <3
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It’s amazing how quickly time has gone by…
It seems like only a few weeks ago I arrived back in Scotland, started my 3rd year at uni, moved back up to Glasgow…counting down the months until I could go back to camp…
And now, 3rd year or uni is over, I’ve moved back home and I’m counting down the WEEKS until I can go back to my 2nd home in America.
I can’t even begin to explain how excited I am to go back. It’s so hard for me to find the words to tell others just how much of an amazing Summer I had, and how amazing that place is.
I can’t even begin to explain it, so I guess I wont try to.
I just feel sick that I’m not there yet. I remember in the weeks coming up to when camp finished feeling sick at the thought of leaving. Leaving these people that I’d spent 24 hours a day with for the past few months, sick at leaving these people who were now my family, people who I completely loved. And now, if I even think about what a Summer would be like not going back I genuinely start feeling ill at the thought. I start feeling anxious at the thought of “what happens when I get a real job? one where I have to work through the Summer?”…I think that’ll be my worst Summer, knowing that I’m not back at my home.
How weird is that? I never thought anything would have this much of an effect on me. I KNEW I’d have an amazing Summer, but I always thought if I went back to America I’d go to a different place or something…but I couldn’t go anywhere other than TOP. I never thought when I applied to Camp America that I’d EVER come home thinking of camp as my home.
This Summer is going to be completely different from last year, new people, new experience. But I’m going to try my best not to compare it. It’ll be amazing in itself regardless. So I just need to not think of last year and just be completely HAPPY to be back in my home at TOP.
7 weeks <3
how much I actually enjoy coming into Uni and doing my coursework and studying…
I LIKE being organised and motivated to do well in exams… Hopefully this keeps up!
Just another month to go then it’s Summer Holiday times bitcchessss!
“Very, Very Funny”?!!!!
I love this film but it used to TERRIFY me. It still does a little bit.
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possibly focus on studying, doing coursework and finishing off this presentation when I’m so excited about America!? Got my flight date in today as the 16th June, and could quite possibly be on the same flight as my best friend Kora. Which would be perfect!
I know all this should be my motivation to do the work and pass all my exams…but sometimes it’s so hard…I’ll get there today, just need some time to buzz! aha.
I have, however, been doing well with my studying and uni work recently. Keeping on top of things, getting organised, full days in the library and what not :)
I really want to do well in my exams/final results this term, it’ll really help me out for my overall degree mark next year if I do!
Been doing good with my exercise as well :)
My Summer in America begins 3 months today….so just need to keep motivated. More specifically with my eating, it’s so hard to resist pizza and junk food these days! but I’m getting there :)
In other news…
I’m kind’ve…sort’ve…seeing this boy. We’ve hung out a few times, and been texting and all the usual. And we’re going out for cocktails (‘cause he knows how I love them! haha) when he gets back from his snowboarding holiday.
Of course I would meet the first person I may actually ‘like’ since coming back from America a month before my lease runs out and I move back home for 2 months before America…
But whatever, can hang out and have fun until then, and just see what happens.
Gym guy turned into a bit of a weirdo, so I just stopped texting him back.
Mr Perfect Dominican and I are still in touch. Still the usual flirty chat, he still wants to meet up with me when I go over to NY, but still says he’s not going back to camp. It’ll be weird without him, but I’m still so looking forward to it.
….and I think that is all there is to tell in my life just now!
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The AMAZING moment when the guy you’ve fancied in the gym since NOVEMBER comes over to talk to you and asks for your phone number!
I don’t really even care if he texts me, the fact that he asked for my number and told me that he always notices me in there when I’m always thinking I look like shit means more than a text! aha.
But it would be a bonus if he text :)
Plus, he is hot and black. My kind of man!
Today has been a good day :)
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